Jockerface94

Hello deviants. My life has been a misery in these past weeks and it will continue this way, I just know it. I just hope I will die soon. That's all I have to say.

Hey deviants, i'm sorry for not posting journal entries as much as some of you. Some things have changed in the past weeks, I have been pretty busy with some new projects I ran into, theatre plays... anyway, I seem to be kind of sad because I don't feel her near me... The problem is: I am not making time for us, and the flame slowly fades away and it's all my fault. I want her to know I really love her and I'm sorry for these weeks and I promise that everything will change beginning with today. I miss you owl. That's all I have to say.

Hey deviants, here's another journal entry for you... it seems that in the past week, I have managed to see some things that I did not observe in the last couple of months, the thing is: that it is all the same, it's coming back again. Fuck! I'm laying again in this black bed and my brains feel like exploding, I would like some popcorn but i'm too lazy to go make some. I'm starting to ask myself... what have I done wrong ? what's wrong again ? AH GEEZUS!... of God let me bang my head once again against your door, crying my guts out, screaming: LET ME IN ALREADY! DID YOU HAVE ENOUGH FUN PLAYING WITH MY SOUL ? YOUR PUPPET, MY LORD ?! Some time